May 15, 2014

HO (versi umum)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Saya seharusnya bercakap sekarang, tp instead jadi menulis saja.. saya ada kawan2 n juniors yg Tanya pengalaman bekerja di Sarawak, n saya hutang sbb x sempat nak reply lg.. there r too many patients to VE n babies to deliver (??).

Siapa saya?
Saya HO, di 0&G (sakit puan dan perbidanan) di sebuah hospital di Sarawak. Saya first poster. Masuk kerja bulan Disember 2013. Saya asal Rawang. Saya telah di-extend selama  3 bulan kerana prestasi yg x memuaskan. Tambahan pula, HOD kami tegas orangnya, dan ingin kami betul2 terel. Sekarang sy tgh fening mcm mana mahu keluar dept ni sebab specialist kata, kalau mahu keluar, kena buat 3 caeser. Gila…

Sarawak?
Sarawak sebuah negeri yg best dgn komposisi demografi yg agak berbeza dr semananjung. Ada ramai org Iban. Di Bandar tmpt sy tinggal, ramai org Cina juga. It makes u feel Malaysian. They are ALL nice people if you are nice to them. You can try new food, n Miri best specialities (from what I sempat makan kat pantry dgn nurses) include ikan masin, cencaluk, ikan fusuk, ikan tahai etc. Utk memeriahkan rasa patriotic saya, sy telah membeli n membaca 2 buah buku – “Many colors, one race” (by anas zubedy) & “Unmistakably Chinese, Genuiney Malaysian” (by Rita Sim)

HO?
Despite being extended for 3 months, saya perlu mengaku bahawa sy x menyesal dtg Sarawak. Training bagus alhmdlh. Apa x bagusnya, siap suruh buat caeser 3 kali, baru boleh keluar department. Lama-lama, alhmdlh rasa very comfortable bekerja dkt dewan bersalin dan kawasan yg sewaktu dengannya. Saya memang loser bab motor skills nih, I’m clumsy, lemah bab2 kemahiran hands-on. Awal-awal dulu, ambil darah pun canggung, VE (vaginal examination) pun masih malu2 dgn patient, x berani mahu korek2 cari pangkal Rahim. Kini, tidak lagi. Bahkan, kadang2 anda jadi lebih eksaited utk belajar benda baru. Tambahan pula, Sarawak akn hantar HO yg dilatih d hospital2 besar, ke hospital2 di pedalaman nun waktu hang jadi MO nanti, so they would train you so you can survive alone out there. They have their own protocols (Sarawak emergency etc), sesuai dgn keperluan khusus negeri ini.

Doktor Muslim
So far, paling2 pun, saya x dapat lah leave impact apa sgt kat patient. X ada pulak patient yg mintak mahu usrah dgn saya.. haha.. Paling2 pun, tlg mereka jaga aurat di O&G tu, abide by their request utk female doctors, dan ingtkn mereka utk berdoa. tp always remain peramah dgn patient.. clerk tp buat ala2 bersembang.. eg amek family history, tp tanya mcm concern psl parents depa.. “mak ayah macam mana puan? Sihat? Gembira?” happy sgt bila ada pt yg dr pedalaman ke atau marginalized ke, yg dtg for her first ever hospital visit in her life, Tp bila kita Tanya “takut x nk dtg hospital lg?“  - “sik (tak) takut sbb doktor2 baik”.. hehe.. handle ur patients with care, walaupun deme uneducated etc, explain dlm layman term apa kita tgh buat kat diorng.. it’s their body, n they have right to know what we are doing to the jasad..  juga, jaga hubungan dgn nurses. Nurses best gila, kalau kita rapat dgn deme, they would help us, would ajak kita join makan kat pantry, boleh sembang, gelak2, geletek2 together. Even the PPKs, the cleaners. Always greet ppl. Layan semua staff x kisah pangkat, sbb they all matter.. tahukah anda, cleaner pun ada kena oncall kat labor room, n bila pt selesai beranak, deme kena cepat2 bersihkan sbb nnt ada org lain nk guna bed nak beranak.. pernah ada satu emergency cesar kami delay sbb tak tau mana pi cleaner, mogok mungkin.. haha.. dan, manfaatkan masa utk buat Tarbiyah Dzatiyah. X yah rasa guilty tinggalkan kerja n p answer your BIGGEST BOSS’ call, selak quran dlm ward, baca mathurat otw pi kerja.

Life?
Org kata HO x dak life. Sy rasa it all depends on how u define life. Kata banna dalam risalahnya ‘ke mana kita menyeru manusia’, ada 4 matlamat hidup HO (manusia) :
 (1) hedonistic (47:12) – eg time post call or weekend off, pi tgk movie, enjoy tmpt makan baru, karaoke, buat hobi pelik spt belajar tarian salsa utk suka2
(2) berhias n berbangga (3:14) : “yeay gaji masuk! OMG, I work very hard on call, kena maki dgn MO for this gaji, n I deserve it.. I can go belanja to buy new bags, shoes, pi facial yadayadayada”
(3) buat kacau (2:204-205) : “jom sabo(taj) MO ni.. biar dia kena marah kawkaw dgn specialist
(4) mukmin (22:77-78) : “alhamdulillah, weekend off.. ana nak ziarah lah adik usrah ana kat $%$@” “haa.. saya dah solat.. sudahkah awak solat? Kalau belum, mari saya setel-kan patient awk, n awak p solat”

So, mana satu adlh anda dan saya?
Jika anda adalah nombor 4, boleh proceed baca post seterusnya.. (klik sini)

1 comment:

raindrops_on_my_head said...

Dapat tau your life update from here! Bila nak balik semenanjung lagi? Busy nampak....